I am walking, I am carefully walking
I’m stepping through the garbage left behind
I am dreaming, careful now I’m sleeping
Don’t make it real, don’t wake me
We both need to know there’s something more to life than you and me,
as we are
And I don’t deny that I have lost as much or more than anyone
I am forsaken
I am swimming, I need no oxygen
I am floating in the nothing
I dive down deeper
Like a desperate leap into nothing
Can you see me
Can you see me as I am?
I am watching, I am carefully watching
No sudden moves, I’m quiet, I am still
You are trying but I’m so obviously lying
You will never win, you will never win
No line divides the lust from love so clearly
I can see them for what they are
And I have fought so long and hard to separate them
in my mind it’s getting darker
Can you see me
Can you see me as I am?